HAPPINESS in 2016

asalamualaikum and haiiiiii ,

apak lama gila tak bukak hahahaha ,😀😀😀😀😀😀

almost a year , i'd got my pt3 results , completed my life as a form 4 student and i will be facing spm this year , it is such a short time , in a blink of an eye , i am 17 now .  . Hahahhaha

so basically , i had wrote this post a month ago but doesnt have time to write more so i saved in my draft . i had edited most of it and tadaaaaaaa . here it is ,

2016 had been such a significant year for me because i created a lot of memories in it .
- i made new friends ,
- i made new memories
 and a lottttttt of things that i basically do in 2016

my second happy pills after my family
plusss plusss jiah wasn't there ,

and also  in 2016 i learnt a lot of things .

i learnt to appreciate people more especially the one who always stay in my lif
i learnt to be happy even when problems keep on hunting you '

i learnt something that ' its okay to be not okay "

i learnt to sabr ( not so but still keep trying to be patience on every single things)

i learnt to be honest

and lotssss of thing that i learnt in 2016

the most important thing in 2016 is my family , through thick and thin .
(p/s : noted that i broke my phone so i dont have any picture of my family , the pic above was taken from mishu's twitter}




behind every happiness , there was always plenty of sadness , as well as my life kahkah ,

i broke my phone and i lost most of memorable memories in there .......

but we could create sweet memories again kan?

so no need to be sad .


throughout  sweet and bitter 2016 that i had goin through ,


i would like to thanks evryone whom had been a part of my life , to the one who stay , especially my family and appppooloitsssssssssss ..

lets make some more memories in 2017

to the one who left , thanks for making me stronger and idec actually ,


in 2016 i had read 10/50 books ,

50  books was actually my goals ..

but 10 books is okay- okay la .

most recommended book was Illuminae by Jae Kristoff and Amie Kaufman

i gave 5.5/5 kahkah ,

there was actually a sequel for that book . if im not mistaken it is Gemina , will look after it later ,

Illuminae💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

to all #mybbm out there that didnt read this book yet , this is so recommended , sooooo gooooooooo check it outttt , 

i think thats all for today .

before i forgot 

my CR is : infinite spy

and im actually repeating The Fault In Our Stars book and movie both at the same time and i can actually memorize the dialogue . kahkah 

byeeeee . 💜💜💜💜💜

♥15 things that i've learnt in 15 years ♥

Asalamualaikum W.B,T :)

there are like a month left before we meet 2016 ,

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before i shared some other things ,

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marilh kita sedekahkan al fatihah kepada yus , seniwati mariani dan tunku jalil yang telah meninggalkan kita buat selama lamanya ..

semoga roh mereka dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang - orang yg beriman :") .

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15 things that i've learnt in 15 years  :)

why 15 things only? cause im only onefive years old . k takdak kaitan ,

1) never  ever leave salah  

some people may think that salah is simple , siap ambil ringan je all those things , never want to explore more . maybe on how to khusyu' in salah or many kind of things about salah .. they dont know the speciality the benefits that they would get when they pray , hayya alal fallah means 'marilah menuju kejayaan' , so how do you think you will get success if you never pray? think about it ,

2)   never trust people

as for me , i am kind of too hard to put a trust on someone , except my parents , a big NO to my siblings cause i dont trust them easily of course . so to whom we should put full of trust on? of course its Allah . 

3)  never cried because of someone whom not even important in your life , thats a waste of tears , 

4)  repent every times you create sins ,

Allah always there and will always be at ur side . keep dua'a . HE always hear , :)

5) never hates other .

i hate someone before and realizes theres no point for me to hate him/her , so keep loving people . be a loving and friendly person ,

6)  never ever take people for granted especially when you wanted to move on , *hakshaks*

7)  everyone deserve second chances , 

 even it is the biggest fault in this world , maybe second chances would be cuter? isnt it? or maybe no ....

8) forgive and forget 

i disagree with this statement "i can forgive but not forget" .. maybe forgetting takes times , but just try to forget about it and open a new book , maybe? . *wink*

9) keep ur promises .....

10) never  underestimated person ,,

i"ve experienced this before ... and it end up  regretting myself . 

11) alwayss remember places where ur put ur important things .

as a careless person i always misplace my phone , my hw , my novels , my bla bla , so dont be like me .

i remember one day when i misplaced my phone and i the phone is on silent mood , goodjob azni , i searched it for 2 days and found it on my table . *hilarious*

12)  Never block people

it could be on twitter , whatsapp , facebook or any else social media cause  you just show how lame u are and how perasann you are . why on earth those people wanted to stalk and make fun of you? no reasons right ,

but when they blocked you ,,, BLOCK them back ,, this is called revenge ,, HAHAHAHA , 

13) love animals just like u love urself ,

as for me i am ailurophile . i am addicted to cat ..

Basically i got 6 cats but i loved cici the most , nampak pilih kasih sgt tak? her

i hate lizards the most and frogs as well ,, 

NO more froggy ..

14) be urself

its amazing when u try to love urself , know urself well and try to make urself happy . because at the end u only have urself and of course Allah , 

its a blessing from Allah . love urself first before u love people ,,,

cause ure amazing just the way you are :) 

15) for those people who seems so hard to move on 

moveon la wey , someone is happy without you ,, *jkjk

Allah loves you more so tighten ur relationships with Allah first and insyaAllah , Allah will find ur a better person one day :)

so thats the end of our 15 things that i've learnt in 15 years . had a whelming december guys , tata , 

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  p/s    :

-pt3 result next week , :")

 - excuse my grammar and plus minus language 

    too lazy to double check

Miracles ...

'hmmm... exam tadi kan aku rasa fail je , dia minta lain aku bagi lain ' Dia tunduk .


kawan pegang tangan dia dan senyum

"Nak dengar satu cerita tak?'

dia angguk ..


    "dulu kan ada sorang student ni , exam, lepas keluar dari hall , mestilah kita cek balik jawapan kat buku atau bincang2 kan . dia terdengar kawan dia bincang , dan jawapan antara kawan2 dia tu sama , tapi berlainan dari dia , kalau kita? comfirm ah cuak kan? then kawan dia tannya kenapa tak bincang sama ? nak tahu tak dia jawab apa?



"what?"


"dia kata , dia tanak cek sbb takut pergantungan dia kepada Allah berkurang "


"means?"

"rasa entah kita punya kekuatan mcm tu atau tak ?"

lepas tu dia solat hajat , mintak doa pada Allah bersungguh sungguh dan nak tahu tak dia dapat highest mark untuk paper tu '


*senyum*


kadang kita terlalu yakin kita akan berjaya dalam sesuatu hal , tapi kita lupa atas semua tu ada Allah , yang menentukan segala sesuatu .

even kita jadi zombie library pun , mata jadi panda sekalipun , andai Allah tak izin lagi kita dapat benda tu maka tak akan dapat lah ..


dah usaha serah pada dia ..


sahabat , letakkanlah keyakinan kamu sepenuhnya pada Allah . percayalah bila kita letakkan keyakinan kita sepenuhnya pada Allah kita akan tenang dan gembira terima apa jua keputusan , apa jua yang terjadi kerana Allah tahu apa yang terbaik untuk kita dan Allah takkan pernah biar kita dalam kekecewaan .,...

Allah is sufficient for us ..

Sometimes you need to stop a while and

look back..

For all the dua’s that have been granted for you by Allah..

For all the heartfelt talk to Allah that comes true..

For all the needs and the wants that Allah gives you..

And Allah gives all of them to you..

So that when you feel broken,

you still remember

that His blessings is so much more even now and before

than all of your pain together…

And how much can the duniya breaks you..

when you have your utmost Healer..?

As long as you have Allah, nothing can breaks you so much

Cause He definitely will heal you.

Definitely will comfort you.

All the time.

-NS-

:')

:)

hai and asalamualaikum,

 so about pt3 , we had just ended up the 'depress and anxiety' week like a week ago . smh , pt3 candidates i think could breath like normal now , but results are also waiting for us guys . :)

GOODLUCKK !!!

i miss teha , putri , kak haura , kak tiqah and all usrahheybat , T.T




I just got bck from terengganu yesterday , i had fun there anddd i reallly really miss terengganu right now :) till we meet again maybe 2 years from now , lmao ,

i had not posted like a long time and had deleted some posts because of memories problem , lam wau lam , ok tu je nk ckp .

I had no idea what im going to write , i just fulfil my convet to write , gais dont follow me guys ,






aa , btw i would like to deactive my askfm soon as i got many haters there  . kah . but i choose to not answer their questions as i dont want to make it as a big issues , but i know the person already lol , even he ticks as an anonymous , i trust him a lot smh , ;')  . but its okay im fine :') and suddenly he blocks me on twitter , i dont understand , but i accept it as an okay for me ,
so the purpose that i choose to write it here because i also dont know . so just forget about it .

And goodluck to my brothers and sisters whom will be facing spm next week . bitaufeek wannajah ,

andd to my juniors goodluck for your final exams .

cuz i was mesmerised by this pic . santikkk kan ? :3

p/s: even if the whole world hate me , i would probably be the most happiest peron in this world . ikr ,        kah