SPM !!!!!

Its december !! Spm had ended .... Spm was crazy . Hahahah . The whole month is just an anxiety month for me . And finally it has come to the end ... I had finished my school life for 11 years . Phew . Time flies so fast ...

I still remember the first day i stepped into the secondary school . 

I still remember the day i took my pt3 test .. 

Hahahaha . Crazy that i just end my school life ... 

Those photos above were taken during the spm months . Ad banyak actually tapi ni dahlah hahaha ... Spm addmath 201777 question was hurghhh  .  I just cannot brain the question . Mcm tah papa . Even if u do the whole past year books dah khatam banyak kali pun . U cant even find the meera question in the book . Kbat tahap apa tah ... Long story short . Addmath was hard . Bio was hard  . Physic was hard . Chemistry super hard . Math ws hard . Bm we hard   . Sej was hard . Ok . All 9 subjects were hard   hahahahah . But ive done my best . And i still pray to get those straight A's . Because having tawakul in Allah is the best . So why not? Eheheheh . Byeeeeeee ...

#spmsusahbooooo#tapiAllahkanade #hehehehehe

LAMBDA 💕

Hai and asalamualaikum

The last time I posted a post here was around february .. and now ... september dah kot ,, nak dkat end of the month dh.. and spm just left about 40 days to go ... scary kot hahaha

So the reason I wrote here is because I wanted to left memorable memories from february until september .. it is a fun year for me . I enjoyed my last year of school and it ws kind of sad to left all my friends , especially LAMBDA MENTOLL 😂😂.. appoloit 💕💕 ..  lepas spm ni smua dh tak jumpa dh pa,? Haha

Thanks to the one who came into my life . You know who you are . Tbvh , the first time I saw you , I never imagine that you would become this important to me 🤗🤗

My other half , raihan 💕💕 , despite all of our fights , I still love you so much , know that I care a lot about you .. 💕🌸🌸

Misya , jiah , umie 'the booducks ragenes' haha ... thanks for everything , thanks for always teaching me . Thanks for all.the knowledges that u all hd share with me .

Hanim , lydia , tiro .. thanks for always making me laugh ... I love u guys so much 💕

aqma , thnks for all the 'crime' we had done together , know that true friend is the one who stay with you through thick and thin , choose wisely 😘

And lastly , fatin nur ashira , the. Masuk air one , thanksss for always accompany me staybck smua haha , yg selalu kutuk mengutuk eheheh ,

To appoloits,: thanks for believing in me when no one else does , thanks for always got my back , thanks for all.the advice that you all had gave me ... "sometimes u had to say no to people " "jgn bagi muka sgt dekat org nanti org pijak pala" "asyik dok jaga hati org , hati seniri sapa nak jaga" ...
Thanks all my bb sharks 💕💕💕💕😘😘😘😘😘

To my 4 and 5 lambda classmates .. take cre all of u , after spm we gonna choose our own way , please stay in touch (haha haha haha) 

Lepasni takdak dah cg nak marah marah budak lambda sbb paling jahat , paling bising , paling takmau dgar cakap , tapi pandai .. ehh? Hahaha 

To the one yg dari form 1 smpai form 5 muka hg gak aku nampak dalam kelas , azwan .. if u want her , go get her , jgn dok buat sedih sgt , aku pukoi gak kot .. 

Tak leh nak.edit letak caption kat bawah gambar sbb post guna fon sbb laptoppp takleh remember email . Geram betui . Tp takpa .. road to spm2k17 .. till we meet again guys after this ... byebye good luck everyone ... 

HAPPINESS in 2016

asalamualaikum and haiiiiii ,

apak lama gila tak bukak hahahaha ,😀😀😀😀😀😀

almost a year , i'd got my pt3 results , completed my life as a form 4 student and i will be facing spm this year , it is such a short time , in a blink of an eye , i am 17 now .  . Hahahhaha

so basically , i had wrote this post a month ago but doesnt have time to write more so i saved in my draft . i had edited most of it and tadaaaaaaa . here it is ,

2016 had been such a significant year for me because i created a lot of memories in it .
- i made new friends ,
- i made new memories
 and a lottttttt of things that i basically do in 2016

my second happy pills after my family
plusss plusss jiah wasn't there ,

and also  in 2016 i learnt a lot of things .

i learnt to appreciate people more especially the one who always stay in my lif
i learnt to be happy even when problems keep on hunting you '

i learnt something that ' its okay to be not okay "

i learnt to sabr ( not so but still keep trying to be patience on every single things)

i learnt to be honest

and lotssss of thing that i learnt in 2016

the most important thing in 2016 is my family , through thick and thin .
(p/s : noted that i broke my phone so i dont have any picture of my family , the pic above was taken from mishu's twitter}




behind every happiness , there was always plenty of sadness , as well as my life kahkah ,

i broke my phone and i lost most of memorable memories in there .......

but we could create sweet memories again kan?

so no need to be sad .


throughout  sweet and bitter 2016 that i had goin through ,


i would like to thanks evryone whom had been a part of my life , to the one who stay , especially my family and appppooloitsssssssssss ..

lets make some more memories in 2017

to the one who left , thanks for making me stronger and idec actually ,


in 2016 i had read 10/50 books ,

50  books was actually my goals ..

but 10 books is okay- okay la .

most recommended book was Illuminae by Jae Kristoff and Amie Kaufman

i gave 5.5/5 kahkah ,

there was actually a sequel for that book . if im not mistaken it is Gemina , will look after it later ,

Illuminae💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕

to all #mybbm out there that didnt read this book yet , this is so recommended , sooooo gooooooooo check it outttt , 

i think thats all for today .

before i forgot 

my CR is : infinite spy

and im actually repeating The Fault In Our Stars book and movie both at the same time and i can actually memorize the dialogue . kahkah 

byeeeee . 💜💜💜💜💜

♥15 things that i've learnt in 15 years ♥

Asalamualaikum W.B,T :)

there are like a month left before we meet 2016 ,

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before i shared some other things ,

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marilh kita sedekahkan al fatihah kepada yus , seniwati mariani dan tunku jalil yang telah meninggalkan kita buat selama lamanya ..

semoga roh mereka dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang - orang yg beriman :") .

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15 things that i've learnt in 15 years  :)

why 15 things only? cause im only onefive years old . k takdak kaitan ,

1) never  ever leave salah  

some people may think that salah is simple , siap ambil ringan je all those things , never want to explore more . maybe on how to khusyu' in salah or many kind of things about salah .. they dont know the speciality the benefits that they would get when they pray , hayya alal fallah means 'marilah menuju kejayaan' , so how do you think you will get success if you never pray? think about it ,

2)   never trust people

as for me , i am kind of too hard to put a trust on someone , except my parents , a big NO to my siblings cause i dont trust them easily of course . so to whom we should put full of trust on? of course its Allah . 

3)  never cried because of someone whom not even important in your life , thats a waste of tears , 

4)  repent every times you create sins ,

Allah always there and will always be at ur side . keep dua'a . HE always hear , :)

5) never hates other .

i hate someone before and realizes theres no point for me to hate him/her , so keep loving people . be a loving and friendly person ,

6)  never ever take people for granted especially when you wanted to move on , *hakshaks*

7)  everyone deserve second chances , 

 even it is the biggest fault in this world , maybe second chances would be cuter? isnt it? or maybe no ....

8) forgive and forget 

i disagree with this statement "i can forgive but not forget" .. maybe forgetting takes times , but just try to forget about it and open a new book , maybe? . *wink*

9) keep ur promises .....

10) never  underestimated person ,,

i"ve experienced this before ... and it end up  regretting myself . 

11) alwayss remember places where ur put ur important things .

as a careless person i always misplace my phone , my hw , my novels , my bla bla , so dont be like me .

i remember one day when i misplaced my phone and i the phone is on silent mood , goodjob azni , i searched it for 2 days and found it on my table . *hilarious*

12)  Never block people

it could be on twitter , whatsapp , facebook or any else social media cause  you just show how lame u are and how perasann you are . why on earth those people wanted to stalk and make fun of you? no reasons right ,

but when they blocked you ,,, BLOCK them back ,, this is called revenge ,, HAHAHAHA , 

13) love animals just like u love urself ,

as for me i am ailurophile . i am addicted to cat ..

Basically i got 6 cats but i loved cici the most , nampak pilih kasih sgt tak? her

i hate lizards the most and frogs as well ,, 

NO more froggy ..

14) be urself

its amazing when u try to love urself , know urself well and try to make urself happy . because at the end u only have urself and of course Allah , 

its a blessing from Allah . love urself first before u love people ,,,

cause ure amazing just the way you are :) 

15) for those people who seems so hard to move on 

moveon la wey , someone is happy without you ,, *jkjk

Allah loves you more so tighten ur relationships with Allah first and insyaAllah , Allah will find ur a better person one day :)

so thats the end of our 15 things that i've learnt in 15 years . had a whelming december guys , tata , 

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  p/s    :

-pt3 result next week , :")

 - excuse my grammar and plus minus language 

    too lazy to double check

Miracles ...

'hmmm... exam tadi kan aku rasa fail je , dia minta lain aku bagi lain ' Dia tunduk .


kawan pegang tangan dia dan senyum

"Nak dengar satu cerita tak?'

dia angguk ..


    "dulu kan ada sorang student ni , exam, lepas keluar dari hall , mestilah kita cek balik jawapan kat buku atau bincang2 kan . dia terdengar kawan dia bincang , dan jawapan antara kawan2 dia tu sama , tapi berlainan dari dia , kalau kita? comfirm ah cuak kan? then kawan dia tannya kenapa tak bincang sama ? nak tahu tak dia jawab apa?



"what?"


"dia kata , dia tanak cek sbb takut pergantungan dia kepada Allah berkurang "


"means?"

"rasa entah kita punya kekuatan mcm tu atau tak ?"

lepas tu dia solat hajat , mintak doa pada Allah bersungguh sungguh dan nak tahu tak dia dapat highest mark untuk paper tu '


*senyum*


kadang kita terlalu yakin kita akan berjaya dalam sesuatu hal , tapi kita lupa atas semua tu ada Allah , yang menentukan segala sesuatu .

even kita jadi zombie library pun , mata jadi panda sekalipun , andai Allah tak izin lagi kita dapat benda tu maka tak akan dapat lah ..


dah usaha serah pada dia ..


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